How Much More?

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This morning wrecked me. I don't want to resent you but making me take care of all Jj's last days alone, damn Nathan. Who the fuck did you turn into?! You're cold and cruel now. "Everyone loves the new Nathan!" You said...too bad, because I loved the REAL Nathan. Too bad you don't feel like that is good enough. No matter, you burned your hatred for me so deep in my soul that I don't even care enough about ANYTHING ANYMORE! 
*jj and Brody went together this morning.... I just wish they had taken me too

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